As many have probably noticed I one day just stopped posting art here. I never really gave an explanation but I will now or at least attempt to try.

The day I left for college for Fine Arts I found myself leaping into an area so high above my skill level that I could not compete with thoese around me, my insufferable pride and my need to prove to my parents that I could suceed in life got the best of me. I lost sight of my creativity, my dreams, my passion for art, all in the competition to prove something. There were times where I even copied art... yes I said copied, because I could not with the skills I had at the time do what was expected of me. It is no excuse and the fault is completely mine.

Who had been inspired by my story WhiteDragonWings, and my characters in it, one of the few things I can truly call mine, found out. He yelled at me to say the least and it was then that I realised that I needed to stop. So I did, my heart for art had died then.... or maybe it had died before that. Maybe I ran into everything a little to quickly.

Over the past few years since then I was forgiven, not by everyone but the one person that did matter. He encouraged me to start again and even begged me to allow him to draw and create within my world. He made me realise the beauty and potential that I had but forgotten. He forced me draw when I didn't want to, to tell him story after story of my world, the characters, the history, every last fiber of it until finally that passion for it rekindled.

I have decided to start over, I can't make up for the mistakes I made before and I hate having done them... but I can dwell on the past forever or I can move on. If you are willing to forgive me and I do not expect you to but I hope you can find it within you to forgive me my new account can be found at

Either way I wish you all the best,

Lemia