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~Lemia-chan:iconLemia-chan:

Rebecca  

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Starting Over

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 23, 2007, 7:11 PM
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As many have probably noticed I one day just stopped posting art here. I never really gave an explanation but I will now or at least attempt to try.

The day I left for college for Fine Arts I found myself leaping into an area so high above my skill level that I could not compete with thoese around me, my insufferable pride and my need to prove to my parents that I could suceed in life got the best of me. I lost sight of my creativity, my dreams, my passion for art, all in the competition to prove something. There were times where I even copied art... yes I said copied, because I could not with the skills I had at the time do what was expected of me. It is no excuse and the fault is completely mine.

Who had been inspired by my story WhiteDragonWings, and my characters in it, one of the few things I can truly call mine, found out. He yelled at me to say the least and it was then that I realised that I needed to stop. So I did, my heart for art had died then.... or maybe it had died before that. Maybe I ran into everything a little to quickly.

Over the past few years since then I was forgiven, not by everyone but the one person that did matter. He encouraged me to start again and even begged me to allow him to draw and create within my world. He made me realise the beauty and potential that I had but forgotten. He forced me draw when I didn't want to, to tell him story after story of my world, the characters, the history, every last fiber of it until finally that passion for it rekindled.

I have decided to start over, I can't make up for the mistakes I made before and I hate having done them... but I can dwell on the past forever or I can move on. If you are willing to forgive me and I do not expect you to but I hope you can find it within you to forgive me my new account can be found at

Either way I wish you all the best,

Lemia

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20 MWAH
  • Current Residence: Smog city with mutated people... hamilton
  • Interests: Drawing, photography, anime, DDR
  • Favourite movie: Escaflowne and Titan A.E
  • Favourite band or musician: Blessid Union of the Souls, Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Trance
  • Favourite artist: LineArtDragon
  • Favourite poet or writer: Lixi-chan
  • Favourite photographer: Me :P What?
  • Favourite style or digital art: Anime and comic
  • Operating System: .......what? O.o
  • MP3 player of choice: the one in my back pack... it works
  • Shell of choice: Red Turtle shell in Mario Cart... Go Ultimate POWER
  • Wallpaper of choice: My own hand made ones
  • Skin of choice: I choose... mine it holds me together :P
  • Favourite game: Final Fanatsy 8
  • Favourite gaming platform: Play Station 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Van (escaflowne)
  • Personal Quote: I'll be back and you'll be sorry
  • Tools of the Trade: Whip, chains... Er wait wrong tools

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Devious Comments

=LineArtDragon:iconLineArtDragon: Feb 14, 2007, 1:29:24 PM
Happy V-day hun ^^ :glomp:

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~FalseHope04:iconFalseHope04: Feb 4, 2007, 4:15:40 AM
Thanks for the fave! ;P

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:damphyr: My name in Japanese is: 中村 Nakamura (center of the village), 明日香 Asuka (fragrance of the bright day) :damphyr:
!Orealisk:iconOrealisk: Jan 3, 2007, 7:30:54 PM
thanks for adding me to your list ^^
~tiamatthefreak:icontiamatthefreak: Dec 5, 2006, 12:54:38 AM
Thanks for the fav :D

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'I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when my fear is gone I will turn and face fears path, and only I will remain.'~Paul Atreides - Dune

My Icon, Right?: [link]
~Lemia-chan:iconLemia-chan: Dec 4, 2006, 11:04:33 PM
Thank you :)

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I'll be back and you'll be sorry...you'll see ~Lemia~

:jark: Supporter, Bring the community back
=viralsanctity:iconviralsanctity: Nov 26, 2006, 12:13:56 PM Mood: Amazed

*gaspity!*
Beautiful Gallery You Have Here!


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Godisnowhere.

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.He's the beautifullest fragilest still strong dark and divine.
*Miliki:iconMiliki: Oct 11, 2006, 10:22:26 PM
Thanks for the fav on When I Die... ! And thanks for the friendage! :D

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~FalseHope04:iconFalseHope04: Aug 25, 2006, 5:08:44 AM
Thanks for the faves, dude!:glomp:

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'There are three types of people in the world; those who can count and those who can't':giggle:

My name in Japanese is: 中村 Nakamura (center of the village), 明日香 Asuka (fragrance of the bright day)
~DemonFireChild:iconDemonFireChild: Jun 30, 2006, 3:06:38 PM
Just thought I'd drop by and say hi!!!

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...Death will come long before surrender...
~Animelegacy:iconAnimelegacy: Mar 25, 2006, 1:04:24 PM
hi, we're having a contest [link]
wanna enter?
~snowiekitsune:iconsnowiekitsune: Mar 23, 2006, 10:50:54 PM
thanks for the fave ^^

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praise be to yevon....for he's killed so many.

"if you want to live long enough to eat dinner! dont you move!"
~DemonFireChild:iconDemonFireChild: Mar 23, 2006, 6:19:18 PM
thanks for the fav

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...Death will come long before surrender...
~sage666:iconsage666: Feb 25, 2006, 12:15:00 AM
Thanks for the fav!
~Tsundain:iconTsundain: Dec 15, 2005, 6:01:28 PM
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Haha! Got you with a DA snow ball!

It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2005-2006 !!!!
One rule to this game....
You can't hit someone who has already hit you!
Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you!

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-iHustle-
~JasmineScent85:iconJasmineScent85: Nov 27, 2005, 6:29:07 PM
Hello there ^_^ I'm kinda new here and i would like to join the Only Escaflowne Lovers group please ^^.
~Daema:iconDaema: Nov 16, 2005, 5:19:15 PM
^_^ I love ur art it is awesome ^_^ I just thought to let you know about a contest I am holding and thought maybe you might be interested in participating ^_^ check out my latest journal for all the details ^_^

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~FalseHope04:iconFalseHope04: Oct 30, 2005, 7:11:38 AM
Dude, don't ask, just play along^^;
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ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 PEOPLE! IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU'LL KNO YOUR REALLI sexy! IF YOU BRAKE THE cHAIN, YOULL BE CURSED WITH UN*SEXYNESS FOR 10 YEARS SO PASS IT HIT WHO EVER YOU THINK IS sexy
Kat:Scary ne?

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'There are three types of people in the world; those who can count and those who can't':giggle:
~animebabeca:iconanimebabeca: Oct 19, 2005, 9:19:07 PM
check out my contest! there're prizes!
[link]
=LineArtDragon:iconLineArtDragon: Oct 19, 2005, 10:52:24 AM
thanks for the watch, i'd watch you but seems your not drawing anymore :( you really should reopen your gallery
~Drragie:iconDrragie: Oct 9, 2005, 7:42:11 AM
I`m not sure about your avatar. Are they Rikuou and Kazahaya from Gohou Drug? I love them *_* I see them everywhere, so I can be wrong ^^" Anyway, i love yoy avatar.

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~akane385:iconakane385: Sep 5, 2005, 3:23:04 PM
I love your avvie! can I have it!!

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why can't we all just get along? :frustrated:
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~XanthFilatine:iconXanthFilatine: Aug 10, 2005, 7:46:58 AM
Thank for the fav+! ^_^

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Sorry, I'm not very good at English. ~_~
~Lemia-chan:iconLemia-chan: Aug 8, 2005, 9:02:26 PM
heh heh thankies :D

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I'll be back and you'll be sorry...you'll see ~Lemia~

:jark: Supporter, Bring the community back
=Keatsy:iconKeatsy: Aug 7, 2005, 8:09:24 AM
Hey,y ou got a great gallery here, and for that, im just going to HAVE to watch you.... its your own fault you know...

^_^

[watches]

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